Shara's Personal Log

Long, Rambling Update

Posted in IC Post by Lady Orion on February 26, 2010
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Personal Log:

Right now, I’m in the Mirror Universe with Lieutenant H’Ress. How I got here is a long story.

Years ago, I was a slave.  I had a Master that was immune to my pheromones.  He was a brutal, sadistic bastard, and he thoroughly enjoyed inflicting pain.  On me, especially.

He injured me repeatedly over the course of time, but the last incident nearly killed me – assaulted and beaten, I nearly died from my injuries.

Once I recovered enough, I killed him.  I murdered him in his sleep.  I’ll spare you the details.

But the damage he caused has made me unable to bear children.  Too much scarring from the injuries and secondary infections have scarred my uterus and Fallopian tubes beyond belief.

Fast forward to this week.

I am Vao’s blood doll and we are also dating.  Vao is half-vampire.  He was born that way, on his homeworld.  He’s also the main helmsman on the Orion Defiance.

Vao has had trouble controlling his vampire side.  His darker side has been fighting for control, and has appeared several times.  One of those times was in the mess hall.  He would have attacked Tal and/or Trevor if I hadn’t distracted him by cutting my hand and getting the scent of my blood to him.  I convinced him to leave the mess hall with me.

Not long after that, his darker side made another appearance, this time during a disagreement.  I followed Vao to the Holodeck and – after a heated discussion – his darker side used telekinesis to shove me out of the Holodeck and into the corridor.  I took a hard tumble as a result, and that apparently caused my previous injuries to be reinjured – H’Ress said it caused a tear internally.

I’ve always had some pain due to my injuries, but not long after the fall, I had pain that was intense.  Then it escalated to excruciating.  By the time I got to H’Ress, the situation was dire.  She took care of the bleeding and then examined me.  She seemed….horrified at the extent of my injuries.  I told her exactly what had happened.  She said it confirmed what she had found.

To make a long story short, H’Ress said she can help me – she took samples of my DNA and is cloning a new uterus for me.  She’ll implant it in me in a day or two, then I’ll need a few days to recover.  I took a leave of absence from the ship and should be back in a few days.

Vao is also on leave, with his sister, Cell.  Trying to get more control over his darker side.

I miss him terribly.  Not only just being with him, but….I miss him feeding.  I try not to think about it, but it’s hard.  I want him to feed so badly.  There are some other vampires I know, and….just looking at their fangs makes me….crave a bite so much.  *sighs*

Well, I guess I should go.  I miss everyone on the ship so much.  H’Ress is so sweet, but I get lonely when she’s at work.  😦

If anyone wants to comm me, please do!  I’d love to talk to you.



Posted in IC Post by Lady Orion on February 20, 2010

Personal Log:

Where do I even start?

I met Vao when he came on board the Orion Defiance, hired as the helmsman.  He had to report to me for his initial exam.

I examined him, asked him a whole bunch of questions – both about his mechanical hand and about his vampirism – and then talked with him some more afterwards.

We became good friends.  Very close friends.  It was nice to have someone to talk to that wasn’t trying to…well…get too close, if you know what I mean.  I could be myself around him and he could be himself around me.  We talked, shared some personal stuff.  I cared for him a lot, and the feeling was mutual.

I was dating Ghez, and I was friends with Vao.  I loved them both, but in different ways.  I loved Ghez as a boyfriend.  I loved Vao as a friend.

When Vao needed to feed one day when he awoke in Sickbay, I allowed it willingly.  As his friend.  After that, we talked and he asked me to be his blood doll – meaning he would only be able to feed from me, and I would pledge to never deny him that.  The bond between blood doll and Master is a strong one.  Vao would protect me, take care of me, make sure I was okay.

I agreed.

Then….I got word that Ghez was….dead.

Not long after that, Vao told me that he loved me as more than a friend.  And I had to admit….that I loved him as more than a friend, too.

Now I am looking forward to spending my life with him.


Posted in IC Post by Lady Orion on February 13, 2010
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I hadn’t realized how long it’s been since I updating my log.  *sighs*  So much has happened.


We found Bralir. He was injured, but survived.  He had been attacked by Visas Marr, a Sith.  He had been tortured while he had been a prisoner.

We returned to the ship just in time to help with….


When I returned to the Orion Defiance – after helping Tal find and rescue Bralir – I came back to discover a disease was affecting all of the Orions on board.
A modified version of Orion Hemorrhagic Fever was running rampant through the ship.  The original version is transmitted via bodily fluids and is slow acting – although very fatal.  This strain was airborne, ran its course quickly – and was even more fatal than the original.  Over a 90% mortality rate.  Of the more than 100 Orions serving on board both ships, only a handful are left.
The infection originated on the Orion Star – Kor’s ship – and then spread to the Orion Defiance.  I am convinced that the sabotage attempt on the Orion Star was not intended to disable to ship, but it was a cover for actual intent – contaminating the ship with the OHF virus.  The timing of the events is too convenient to simply be coincidence.
I am also convinced that the same person who hired the assassin to kill Navaar is also behind this recent attack.  Again, you have a physical attack followed by a biological one.  The methodology is too similar to be dismissed as coincidence.
Bikoura gave the order to destroy the Orion Star – the ship was contaminated and had also suffered damage in recent attacks.
This means that Navaar only has one ship – The Orion Defiance – and that Kor – who was the captain of the Orion Star – is serving on board the Orion Defiance as third in command.
Navaar has recovered and is in charge of the ship.  Kor is still weak, but is no longer in danger.  I am feeling normal.
For the time being, the Orion Defiance is on lockdown and under quarantine, as per Bik’s orders.


Ghez and I have been dating for a while.  He volunteered to come on board in order to help with security because of the contagion.  It was good to spend some time with him, because so often we don’t have the time – I am on board the Defiance and he is on his own ship.

However, Ghez said that he needed to go on a mission and that he would not be back for a few weeks.  I was disappointed that he decided to leave so soon after coming on board, I also understood that he is the type of person that never stays in one place too long and chafes under the command of someone else.

I did not know where he was going, or even exactly when he would be back – he only said that he would be gone for a few weeks.

Yesterday I received word that he was killed.

I miss him terribly.  I know that he was gone a lot, but I also knew that I would see him again as soon as he was able to come see me.

This is so different…… but at least I have Vao to help me get through it.

Ah.  Vao. I also need to explain about him, but I think it would be best if I use a separate entry to explain.

Searching for Bralir

Posted in attacked by Lady Orion on February 2, 2010
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My assistant has been kidnapped.

Bralir and Tal were attacked by an unknown Sith.

She took Bralir and left Tal for dead.

I am now with Tal – on his ship – trying to find Bralir.  We know Bralir is injured, as he’ll need medical care when we find him – that’s why I’m tagging along.

I just hope and pray that we’re not too late.

On another note, Ghez is furious with me for going on this mission.  Navaar isn’t too thrilled, either.